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Sunday, November 22, 2009

November 22nd, 2009 Posted in Daily News Post

To know her is to love her.

Who comes to mind when you hear these words? A teacher, a mother, your neighbor, your dog or cat?

Last night, my child said to me (you all know which one)… “Mama, you’ve got to stop preparing for this… pull in the reins…… ENOUGH!”

She is even referring to having FUN. It all feels like too much.

I listened and this is my response. Anyone out there heard of a book called Zero Point? Neither had I until today. Apparently, if I am correct the thought/prayer used in this book is this: I’m sorry. Forgive me. Thank you. I love you.

The author I am told, took files in his hands and prayed this thought/prayer (You’re own belief system here). You see, these files were of people who were mentally and criminally locked away… throw away the key types. Many had given up on them. Interestingly, the author of this book held the files of these people in his hands, never meeting them and said those thoughts…. I’m sorry, Forgive me. Thank you, I love you.

Within some time, every single person was released.

The point is…. if we say this ‘thought’ and think of anyone we’ve ever hurt and /or… say this thought and think of anyone who has hurt us. What gives???

Surrender.

And in that, perhaps healing begins and ends.

This is also a time of birthdays in our family. Grandma Lee….. Ron…. Ivey (yep… Ivey was born on Thanksgiving)…. myself ….. and I notice this as a time of Life happening. Yeah, sure it wouldn’t be honest of me to say you haven’t heard from me before now because I had a cold. I was in raw FEAR. So raw sleep eluded me for 2 weeks and illness crept in. I just forgot what a warrior a Sagittarius is. Sheesh. I just forgot. I knew I identified with a character in a movie. “The Brave One” (Jodie Foster) and although this is a vigilante film, she has a focus…an intense focus and this is who I am right now. Not that you asked, not that you understand but so Chloe is raised up somehow through the intensity of not only myself but from ALL of you. Yeah, I feel you out there. She does too.

In the meantime, we have a young man who silently rises to his belief about all this, Colin. Yesterday he gave his all into a project, which only a ‘holiday’ person can understand. He got out his Santa gloves, from Grandpa Nick (who passed away last year…and who, by the way played Santa Claus for years for children) and proceeded to hang Christmas lights on the house, on the walkway, on tree’s, on an archway… welcome to what keeps PGE in business!!! In fact, any minute now, I anticipate the sudden onset of lights…. oh look now… it just happened. Colin has it all on a timer system. His gift to the world. Thank you my boy, young man you are becoming.

Thanksgiving week. Notice everything…. and nod in your gratitude…..

Dana
the Mother Lion

And to all those I have hurt I say this: I’m sorry, Forgive me. Thank you. I love you. And to those who have hurt me I say this: I’m sorry. Forgive me. Thank you. I love you.